Subs by Chibirocka (May have some errors but this'll have to do for now)
What's up with that teddy bear?
This one?
My dad gave me this when I was three.
I don't really remember but that's what mom said
I took it with me when I went out
Like in waiting areas and such, I played with it
like always
Well it's not like because Dad bought it
It's just that you don't lose toys as easily as pets
Does it have a name?
Yeah
Ku-chan
Pretty straightforward, right?
It used to be really cute
Where are you?
Yamada-kun?
I drive around Tokyo
Every station has a pretty girl
But on a tram that's only three minutes away
There's never any time to kiss
-Tokyo Kyoto Osaka - Hey
Isn't there a play about diving in the sea?
Ah ya
I heard there's a girl in the water
Seriously?
Seriously
Said to be the soul of girl who died in the sea
Seriously??
Isn't that something?
It is.
-I heard, it can be seen at certain times. -No way
Have you seen it?
Me?
I think I may have
Seriously?
Yeah
Scary
Way scary
Yeah
Wakakusa-san
Yes?
Can you smell the sea?
There's a river in our town
It's wide and runs close to the harbour
It stinks
A wasteland lies by the river's beach
I often see the body of a dead cat there
(No entry, danger, do not enter)
Pochi
Where are you?
It's time to go home
Pochi
Oh there you are
You were playing there
What you got on your mouth?
What is it? Find something good?
What did you find?
I wonder what this is?
Well then, let's go home.
Go home
Fumei, that's a Lancome mascara.
Ya, Kato bought it for me.
38 years old
Ask Takahashi to buy one for you
No way!
Jaaa...
Haruna, did it go well yesterday?
I went home after watching TV. My mom got angry.
There's Kannonzaki
Gooood Morniiing!
What's been going on with Kannonzaki and Haruna lately?
Who cares
Haruna's too tight-lipped
It's not like it's a secret
It's okay to say Kannonzaki's cool and handsome
I don't like Kanno. Haruna doesn't go for looks.
What hell's wrong with you! What you did to Yamada
What the-
You stuffed him in a locker!
How did you know about that?
Ryo told me
Damn Takahashi
It's awful, you know! It was dark and cold.
You helped him?
Of course, I did! Do it again and I'll mess you up.
What?
Are you into Yamada?
Huh? Of course not!
That's Tajima Kanna, isn't it?
Is she looking for Yamada?
He's not here yet
Mornin'
I wonder. Maybe it's a lie
that Yamada is gay
Someone saw him holding hands with another guy like they were on a date
But, they say he's gone out with first year Yoshikawa Kozue
Yoshikawa...you mean the model?
Those two disappeared through the grass by the river
Did you hear that from Takahashi? All his stories are lies
Eh? That sucks!
Stop it.
It's okay. No one's around.
Like I would. Idiot!
Eat up...
Go on, eat more.
Maru, good morning.
Still sleepy?
What? What is it?
Your eyes are pretty
Spiritual freedom in a free system, freedom of the body, economic freedom
Spiritual freedom is freedom of thought and expression
Religious assembly, performance method, etc.
Not legally mandatory, must guarantee personal freedom
This principle is mandatory for public recognition before the war.
Therefore, freedom of expression is...
Can you tell me your name?
Kannonzaki
Can you tell me about your family?
My dad, mom, older brother, then there's me.
Anything else?
My parents have a bad relationship so everyone's kinda on his own.
My dad's secret got out, it's a pretty bad story
My mom goes to dance school on the weekends
And dad was having an affair with his 45-year old female colleague
They disappeared together last fall and returned a week later.
It's kinda normal now
Does your girlfriend know your family situation?
No, she doesn't. I haven't told her.
Why?
She's not interested in that kind of thing
She only lives with her mom. It's a single parent home.
She may think it's better to have two parents
Why are you going out with her?
She gets angry about the slightest thing but
But, I kinda like that. It's easy to be with her.
You're annoying.
Get away
from what?
I said get away
Get away!
Haruna, cutting class
My head hurts
I'm hungry
Seriously, haven't you had enough of food?
Oh shut up.
It's raining paper
Amazing
2-A Yamada Ichiro
Do you like her
I like her
Seriously
Where's Kannonzaki?
Gone for the afternoon
Then where's Yamada?
Dunno
Liar!
What's this about?
It's pretty bad. All ripped up.
We didn't want to be on it
What are you talking about?
What could we do
Kannonzaki won't allow us to interfere
Where's Yamada?
Left at the Chem lab.
Yamada, are you alright?
It's Wakakusa.
I brought clothes
I'm here.
Here.
Sorry. Once again...
Don't mention it.
Wakakusa
Yes
Are you free tonight?
Yes.
I'll show you my secret treasure.
Huh?
I want you to see it.
The ozone layer has decreased by 5 to 10% these seventeen years.
he total amount of CFCs emitted by humans into the atmosphere reaches 15 million tons.
10% of them, that is, 1.5 million tons, penetrate into the layer ring to destroy the ozone layer.
(Mom I went to Inoue's. There's curry in the pot.)
Sorry, sorry.
It was my turn to cook dinner.
What kind of child were you?
I often hung out at the library in grade school.
I like reading books on UFOs
I've always wanted to see one.
I've been bullied since grade school
I was beaten badly one day.
My whole body was in pain, I was afraid my parents would find out.
My parents finding out would be annoying
So I didn't want to go home
So I stayed on the roof of the apartment until dark
I kept wishing a UFO would come
Stayed there for hours
I come here occasionally even now to see.
It's okay if it's not a UFO
Just something that's out of the ordinary.
Yes. Koyama residence
Call for you. A Kannonzaki
Ok
Don't talk for too long, the phone bill is excessive, Mom-
yeah yeah
What is it?
huh?
Horrible isn't it?
It's because everyone hates me.
Don't be ridiculous
You have a lot of female fans you know?
I think it's because you're cute, mysterious-
That's not a good thing
I want to pull out the internal organs of people who bully me.
Rip out their skin and throw it into the mountains to feed the dogs.
I want to stuff garbage into the mouth of a girl who laughs while she watches.
I always think of things like that
I'm gay
Gay, homo, trans, pervert, whatever
But you're going out with Class B's Tajima, aren't you?
It's what you call a facade
Does Tajima know?
No.
I kinda feel sorry for her though
You're the first person I've had a real conversation with
Is this really okay?
It's fine
Mom's off to dance school and dad's on a business trip
And you just have to do this in this kind of day.
You're such a rebel
What did the person who answered the phone say?
Just hurry and take it out
Wha? Snake?
It's just around here
Found it
Do you do this with Haruna?
None of your business.
I found it last year.
I was in bad shape that time just like now
It's embarrassing to admit but I ran here crying
That's when I stumbled upon it
How about the police?
It was pretty alarming
It wasn't such a skeleton yet last autumn
I never really knew if I was alive or dead.
But seeing this gave me courage
Stop. I'm gonna die.
Gonna die
There's one other person who knows about this
Who?
Yoshikawa Kozei
The freshman?
When I came back here last year, she was here
After that, we come here together sometimes
This is also her treasure, I guess.
Since when did you have this job?
Since 3 years back
I wasn't a model at the beginning. I was a child actress.
I worked for TV for a bit like dramas and stuff.
My parents are also in showbiz.
So with those connections, I tried modeling.
In this job, it's definitely like everyone
is working to create one whole thing
I think it's great
Doing magazine-related work with access to photographers, etc.
meeting different kinds of people
Then if you go to TV, there are more amazing people.
Of course, even if it wasn't me, it'll happen.
Kinda like, anyone else can take my place.
Anyone else will do?
Is that so?
The first time I saw myself on a magazine I thought yuck.
So I got scared of using that kind of disgusting expression.
Even though people praised me for it
It thought, never again
In truth, I don't think that way
I feel everyone is surrounded by an atmosphere of flattery
It's like
A disgusting person can still think of himself as amazing.
How about school? Is it fun?
School feels more real
Real?
I don't know if people at school will say that a disgusting person is disgusting
But I think they feel sick inside about it
At least they'd be honest in the dark
in the dark
yeah
Yoshikawa, how are you feeling?
I'll go to the next class
Make sure you have a balanced diet.
Health is more important than work
Yes, ma'am.
Senpai, you often skip class, don't you?
Is your attendance still okay?
Mine is at risk because of work
That guy
The one who threw the ball
Running in the middle
Pass to the center
We did it!
That's the guy Yamada likes.
Huh?
That guy is Yamada's one other secret treasure
The uniform we wear
I am on a bus with a girl
-Hey? - Huh?
There's a hag with a heavy makeup that lives in an apartment behind the school
She puts on red and black lace
Or purple thin underwear and stands by the balcony
She eats up the virgins in our school.
Seriously?
Why don't you try and ask her
But how old is she?
and then
Got one
-Idiot -damn
and then what?
The river behind the school
Somewhere by there...
Excuse me...
Hey, did you hear?
They said an old man is dead, buried on the ground
What are you talking about?
I'm saying, the river behind the school
There's a small house by the grassland. An old man lives there.
So grandpa moved away to another apartment.
He died recently. He was apparently broke.
But in fact, the grandfather has a sum of money.
Then apparently the money is buried somewhere in the grassland.
-Grass? - That's right
There's 10 million in the grass.
Isn't that awesome?
I'll go ahead.
Haruna?
Is this the time to eat?
Excuse me, is Yoshikawa in?
Yoshikawa? She was here this morning...
But looks like she's not here anymore
It's 10Million. Can you imagine what you can do with that?
Where's Haruna?
Went somewhere
I see.
I can dream about it, right?
It is 10Million after all
What up bringing me?
I'm very uncomfortable
About what?
I'm wondering if I should tell Haruna about you and me.
What?
Tied hands, blindfold
Stuffing something like a moose stick up my ass.
Hey
I'm kidding
Hey, shall we do it here?
Do you want 10 million yen.
Wanna get rich overnight
Let's do it, do it!
Those guys are idiots!
I just said it might be buried there
You mean it was a lie?
So it’s my mom who went to the old man’s funeral and said
What if he buried his money
What about the 150 million?
What's with that amount?
Takahashi, is that story even true?
Ok let's go! - Let's go!
Wait!
Hold on a minute!
There's no truth to that story
It's a lie
The story's not true
Haruna
Where have you been?
Those guys are so immature
Where are you going?
Let's go
I'll tell you about my secret treasure
Sorry
Here. I thought it'll look good on you.
It's because you have a melancholy temperament
I didn't do anything for your birthday so
We started dating in December, right?
It's been 3 months now, right?
Thank you.
Let's go to the aquarium next time, shall we?
I haven't been there yet.
Okay.
I'll make us lunch. When do we go? This Sunday?
What do you want for lunch? Sandwich? Onigiri? Bagels?
Anything's fine.
Call out when you find it.
What are those guys doing?
I don't know. But it seems something's buried there.
Yamada?
Stop it!
Yamada! Stop it!
Stop it!
Someone! Someone help!
What's up with you!
Let's look again tomorrow
Are you okay?
Good evening
We jumped into something bad, huh?
yeah
Let's go
He went out?
I understand
I'll just wait
Yamada was hurt, so I'm worried about him
Okay, goodbye.
Is it really okay?
You take the head
Wakakusa
We won't be able to see it anymore, huh?
Can't be helped.
It's better than those guys finding it.
Let do it. One two
We'll have to dig a pit as deep as possible
They'll find it if it's too shallow
Agree
Sorry. My arms and legs are too sore.
Let's take a break. Have a smoke.
May I have one?
What do you think about when you see that?
Dunno
I think "you deserve it"
deserve?
Yeah. "Serves you right"
pretending it cut off its connection to the world
pretending to be abandoned
yet pretending to be happy
You've got to be kidding
I may have nothing but
you have no way to escape
serves you right
Just kidding
Come on
yes, sir
Let's go
Wow so cute
I love fish
Let's go to Yamashima Aquarium next time.
There's lot of jellyfish there.
Transparent, super cute
like a wedding dress
Haruna
There's TV
It's started
Isn't that Yoshikawa from school?
She must make a fortune
Isn't that nice.
It's not that simple
A model just has to have good style and all
You have it good, don't you?
You don't seem to have any worries.
You're right
I'll go home after this
What? You're not staying?
I'm not.
Sorry, I still have things to do.
See you tomorrow.
Lunch was delicious.
Thank you. I had fun.
Sis
Will you stop hogging the milk?
What's up with you?
At least knock first.
Not much left
I wanted to have pudding with this
Get out
Don't think you can just come in here
Same goes for you. Don't think you can just come into my room
I know you do
The next time my diary change position
I'm gonna tell mom
Also
Pls. stop trying on my clothes
They'll get stretched
Yamada
What's up?
I thought I'd bring milk for the kittens
How about class?
Skipping
They're getting bigger
They were as big as a mouse when I first saw them
Come
Little kitty
Again
He's the guy you like, right?
How did you know?
Heard from Yoshikawa
Yeah, it's true.
Would you want to tell the person you like your feelings
I do
That you want to hug and such?
I do
Kiss
Of course
have sex?
very much
Are you active or passive?
How do men decide who is active and who is passive?
Does it hurt when it penetrates
Do you use lubricant on yourself?
Which do you prefer, being shackled or fingered?
Can your pharynx still swallow after oral sex
You were rude. Just because I'm gay, you think it's okay to ask about sex. It's rude.
I'm sorry.
It's alright.
But you know, more than that
Just him being there is enough
As long as he exists, I exist.
As long as I can watch him
That's enough for me.
What is it?
Come to my place tonight.
What is it?
Is it there?
No.
Then I won't go.
Don't say that.
Haruna didn't let you do it.
My period hasn't come yet.
What will you do about it?
How did you meet your 38-year-old boyfriend?
Through a friend
friend?
Someone at a club
Where is that person now?
He's rich
Do your parents know?
Of course not.
He's 38 and married. How can I introduce him?
My parents believe in me
When are you aware of your body?
When making love.
What does love mean to you?
Love...
Fumei, take your bath
okay
Haruna, come out
What？
Come out
Okay.
Hello. Wakakushi residence
Hello?
What is it?
hung up?
Was it delicious?
Yes
Oh good
I'll cook for you again, okay?
Yes
Don't worry I like to cook.
What would you like?
Whatever
Let’s pack lunch again and go to the aquarium.
Okay
I bought a CD that I thought you'd like.
I'll lend it to you
Then there are these blue scarves, super nice
-Silly. You too... - I'll get one for you
- I think you'd look in blue
Do you like blue?
I want to go where we can play
Where do you want to go?
I wasnt to see Original Love concert
They'll have a show in Shibuya
I wonder if I can buy a ticket
And then Omori Art Institute seems fun.
I want us to go together
-And then… -Shut up
Yamada...
Is it really fun to talk about senseless things all day?
Is it fun to yacking on and on about what you want to do
Is it really fun to talk about nothing but yourself?
I went to the grassland, it felt different.
Up until now, the place was comforting.
Did something happen?
Nothing much.
Okay.
Wakakusa
Yes?
Let's summon a UFO
I did it once
How do you do it?
You just pray
It's freezing
So cold
Fumei!
Good morning
How've you been?
You haven't been to school for 3 days
This freezing cold has been dragging on, right?
Ooh letter!
Love letter?
From whom?
No name
Open it! Open it!
Who is it???
Haruna, just die. Haruna, just die. Haruna, just die!
Creepy
Forget it! Forget it!
Haruna, good morning
morning
Were you sick?
Kinda
Hey Haruna, should I cut my hair or keep it?
Whichever is fine
So which?
I said whichever is fine
So which?
Move
-Which? -That's enough
Which would be good?
Whichever is fine.
Senpai, let's ditch class
I'm on my period
Kidding
Senpai, come with me for a bit
I found something interesting
-What is it -Just come quick
hold on a sec
hey wait
yoshikawa! Wakakusa!
-Over here! - What is it?
What is it?
There
This
Take a look
Isn't that awesome?
They're cats, aren't they?
Look like meatballs
I'm sorry
Wakakusa
That wasn't my intention
Sorry. I'm sorry.
Pls. don't cry.
Sorry.
聲音喊大點
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10
It's a beautiful color
Is it a gift?
Yamada likes blue
So nice
Yamada said it has to be handmade by me
That's so sweet
That's ingenious
Yeah, so good
It so fitting
So cute
Amazing
What is it?
I'll be stuck indoors soon so
Oh but we can still do it here
What's up with you?
You just wanted to go to bed huh?
Half-pushing at the beginning.
What are you talking about?
Give me money
What?
Abortion fees
How much?
150 thousand
What?
There's no way I have that much, is there?
Get it then
Is it even mine?
How can you deny it?
That's the only time I did it without you wearing one.
You obviously wear one everytime with Haruna
I don't have that much money
You always said you had money
I don't anymore
But you still have some to buy Haruna presents?
Fine
But it's impossible to give you all of it.
Haruna doesn't really like you, you know.
What do you mean?
She said so.
I don't like Kannonzaki at all
He's too stupid
If you don't do it with him, he gets angry
I don't like you at all either.
Shut it
You kept bringing up your parents, but they don't really care about you, do they?
-Complete laissez-faire - Stop it
-Can't help it, right? They don't care about you - I said stop it
even with drugs, to friends, girlfriend, you're just human trash
Who's brat is in your stomach then?
You piece of shit
Violence
It's because no one likes you
Because you can't love anyone -Shut it
Did I hurt your ego?
You idiot
Shut it!
Wow!
Mom's hobby. It's like a motel
Come inside
I ordered in
Have a seat
Do you drink wine?
Yes
I'm thinking of quitting school
Really?
Yeah
Three regular TV shows have been confirmed.
It worked well for a year but the second might not be so easy
I was wanting to go to college too.
We won't finish all this food
It's okay. I'll eat everything
Really?
It's okay. I'll puke it out after.
Care for coffee?
Yeah
Thanks
Wakakusa-san, do you hate me?
Of course not.
I like you, you know.
Need to buy gloves from the convenience store
You won't tell anyone, right? I'll kill you if you do.
What's the use of telling anyone?
Now hurry and go
Burying people takes time
Oh right, we have to call two more people.
The other two have also dug a grave before so we need to call them
Who?
Wakakusa and Yoshikawa
What's your relationship with Haruna?
Nothing at all
I have no interest in making out with women
You don't have anything to worry about
I hate you
Okay, got it.
What is it?
Yamada said he found a new corpse
He wants us to come and see it before burying it
What is this about?
What are you doing?
How dare you come in and read without permission
Don't mess with me
You despicable ugly bitch
What have you been up to, stupid?
I'm pregnant and I don't know whose it is?
What am I gonna do?
Earned 50,000? That's called prostitution
That's none of your business, ugly!
Get out of my way
Quit drawing boring gay comics.
Get a man
Do it, fatso!
Ugly!
Die! Die! Die!
Hey!
What's happening?
Haruna! Haruna! Haruna!
Where is it?
Dunno where it is.
It was here earlier though
Boring
Sorry. I was wrong.
I just didn't want her to tell
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!
Hello. Is Ichiro in?
I see.
Hello. Is Haruna in?
Die, die, die!
Sorry
Let's go
Wakakusa
What's with you all?
What's your relationship?
What's your...
Don't tell me you and Yamada
I told you that's not it, didn't I?
Then what's going on?
Are you making a fool out of me, Yamada?
If it wasn't for you
Calm down
The person I like is you
I've never told you that before
Sit down, sit down
I won't leave you
I'm sorry.
How idiotic, let's leave them alone
But Wakakusa
It's okay
you have nothing to do with her
So it's okay
This is Wakakusa's
She left it that time
Haruna Haruna...
When did you start dating Yamada?
December last year
I like Ojawa's Free Birds
I was listening to his solo debut at the record store in Shibuya.
Yamada was also listening to music nearby
Even though I already knew who he was before
But we were in different classes
I thought he had a very beautiful face
He is very special, very fashionable
Also kind of mysterious
He's not the same as other rough boys
But it's hard to talk to him at school I thought
So I wondered if I could talk to him there
From there we went to a cafe
From then on we started borrowing CDs from each other
Then at Christmas, I took up the courage to confess to him
He said yes
I didn’t expect my dreams to come true.
I was so surprised
And I was very happy
Yes, so happy
Is there anything that makes you glad to be alive?
It's great to be alive.
-You know what... -huh?
Recently, a lot of things happened at school.
You said it
I heard that it's because of a curse from the Edo period.
Seriously
And it seems to have appeared recently
What did?
Tajima Kanna's ghost
That's not funny
That girl's scary, right?
She set fire to Wakakusa's house, right?
then set fire to herself
It's Yamada's fault, right?
Yamada's horrible
Yamada's the worst
Scary
Fumei was pregnant
I don't know if her big sister's still with them
There's nothing I can do but I still wanted to see her
Are you really moving in spring?
Mom lost her job. My room is got burned down too.
I see
Haruna, take a break and have a coffee.
I didn’t expect so much baggage.
I don't have much luggage
The fire extinguisher was broken
I haven't even completed payment on the turntable
Nothing to do about it
coming
I came to help
Do you have an attachment to this city?
I don't know.
What about Kannonzaki?
I'll probably never see him again.
I think even he will feel relieved if I wasn't here.
You're a big help
Thanks
Won't you feel lonely?
What do you mean lonely?
For instance, losing precious things
Then I don't think I'll be lonely
Do you think you're living now?
I don't think I'm living at all
Why do you think so?
Because I haven't changed myself
Haven't changed
Just like stone or plastic, nothing changes.
Then, what does it mean to be alive?
To be able to feel, I think
like to feel heat from hot things
to feel cold from cool things
A lot of things happened some time ago
Tajima died, Fumei got pregnant
I don’t know how to express it in words.
I don't get the sense of my existence
But for the first time, I wonder how it's like to not be here.
EVen so would you want to go on living?
I want to be alive
How do you want to live?
Being hurt, not forgetting, remembering
Sometimes crying, angry, laughing
to feel alive
I want to be alive
I have school tomorrow so I can't see you off.
Bye
Thank you
Take care
Bye
Good night
Wakakusa
Yamada
This is for you, though you may not like it.
What is this?
A collection of poems that William Gibson likes
William
William Gibson
Thank you.
Shall we walk for a bit?
What's up?
What?
It came a little early. Spring break.
This city sometimes gets malignant sickness
We know our short existence won't last forever
Our short existence
Our love
Know about our love
The wall surrounding the street knows about our love
The numerous silent weeks know about our love
Warships know about our love
We became the person in charge of the scene, trying to interpret dealings.
In order to transition to a new stage
In order to find deep cracks
In order to draw the passage
Looking at the fallen leaves
Surrounding the dry fountain
That flat battlefield is the continuation of our lives.
Lately, I've been seeing Tajima's ghost
It may be just my imagination though
I see her even in school
Do you care?
Actually, it's more like I felt her that seen her.
Her being there didn't do anything for me
But it's not like I hated her.
But I kinda like the dead Tajima than the living one.
I guess I could've like her better when she was alive.
Yamada...
Won't you like anyone until they die?
That's not it at all.
I like that person.
I see.
And I like the fact that you're alive.
It's true.
I'll be very sad if you weren't here.
Wakakusa, let's look for a UFO again.
Let's try looking again one more time.
River's Edge